Well, I like this ocean-themed skin...

I'm spending some time alone tonight and for some reason I'm about as blue as... cliche, but the ocean.

I suppose when I'm alone is when thoughts and feelings unbidden creep in. I'm quite lonely I suppose. Life itself is okay right now; had a break-down right after my honeymoon when I was jumped by my landlord/aunt - I begged Sean to take me to the hospital, I just felt like hurting myself something awful.

I don't feel like that tonight, but tonight is one of those nights that I wish I had a friend, a real, tangible friend, that I could go for a walk with or play a game with or something. Male or female, I don't care.

I'm getting over being really sick, thankfully. I hate being sick. I sleep all the time and am basically useless and just feel like crap. I've just got this nagging cough now... hopefully that will go away soon.

*sigh* Sorry to depress anyone. I have a few friends in the art community here who like to know what's going on once in awhile. Unfortunately it always seems that I update when I'm sad. I'm sorry about that...